Sun's rays emits hope

This phrase practically was on mind when I'm making flozel (double cheese pretzel). Nolah! I'm joking! Actually all flozel concept just come out unexpectedly lol. But surprisingly, it fits a story.

On the beginning of june, just when I finished my six semester on the famous turtorous college in Indonesia (read: ITB), I was diagnosed with cancer. Bam.

It was really a unexpected turn that really changes everything-on highlight: my point view of life. I was really dumbfounded when the doctor said: yes, you have a tumor and we do have to check what stadium are you in. Shoking. After all, i was expecting a simple disease but turns out a really harsh one.

But, luckily, when I do a double check on singapore, it turns out I didn't have cancer at all neither do tumor. It was a really big relieve but still, the changes in heart and mind still lingers. 

I continually finding things that I do: making cakes, blog, competition, even college didn't feel appealing as before. Idk if this a good thing or not but I guess I still up to find what God's really meant behind this over diagnose tragedy. 

So, to complete the most unexpected story in my life, flozel comes out.

 I usually don't plan any of my cakes. It just turns out unexpected good (LOL). The concept of this pretzel is double cheese: complete package. So to shines out the theme, i used the orange and yellow flower. 

Sun's rays!

Hello flower (poor you) 

I name this cake flozel because I ran out of idea HAHAHAHAH Trust me, i'm becoming more careless making cake's names and I feel it's okay(I'm too lazy to think of any). Flozel come out from flower and pretzel HAHAH.

dé flozel

I make this pretzel using chedar cheese and cheese filling(processed cheddar chese|the orange one) 

Flozel before baking

And the result really come out really nice!

Actually the most exicting part of this concept is the yellow and orange theme because it likes giving a sun's rays theme. Like y'all know sun's rays symbolizes hope(Idk or i just made this assumption) so yeah, perfect for me that been through over diagnose tragedy. 

So that's it! 

The post (maybe some kind of the last post) and I'm off to "what to do in life" meditation. 

Bye now!